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petek, 7. junij 2013

Dog Tired in the Fast Lane. But with inspiration!

I have not slept normally for months now. I have not found any pretty pictures to publish here nor have I written anything dramatical or heart-moving. I have, however, been studying a lot, too much a lot, so much in fact that I forgot somewhere in April, how real life looks like. And I have been working a lot as well, so you can see where something went badly wrong. So now I'm on the third pre-final countdown to ending Uni and living my life the way I had imagined it I would before I had realised it had all been just a very good imaginative scenario. 
So, what I am in fact doing, is counting down to the 19th of this month, for this is when I have my final exam for this period. So I was thinking of doing something like...and then like...and you know so that it could all come down to...yes. My incoherent thoughts lead to even more incoherent words and it all has absolutely no meaning. I'm just dog tired in the fast lane and there are no exit signs in sight. Which is making me drowsy, tired, sleepy, coffee-addict and the bad thing is that I don't even feel like creating any more and not even drinking- or hanging out as much as before. Yes, Uni life is though and I just wish it was all over already.
But I did lie about the first part- I had some time to Pinterest, so just for a kick in the ****, or wherever else...

And since my thoughts are too incoherent, I decided to take up this "project" I used to be involved in with a friend of mine. We both wanted to develop and improve certain areas of art; he took up writing and occasional song-making, I took up drawing and painting. It lasted for about a year and this is how it worked: every Sunday night at exactly midnight we set the deadline. Which meant that we had one week to complete the task. It was successful on most weeks; if either one of us would fail to sent the other a piece of art, we'd have to do something we really did not want. It was the only way to get started and after we were done, I really started to miss it. Because now I draw only on rare occasions and I really haven't improved a lot. Plus, it is one of the best relaxations to work well with studying. That is why I was thinking that starting it all over again would not be such a bad idea. So, I'm thinking of starting this week and each week from now on. At least till the end of summer. If everything goes according to my picky nose and a high level of perfection, I might even start posting it here. And the video I added is of the one Michael Shapcott, a huge inspiration of mine. So...

Let the hunting season begin!

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